I can't judge you.
Everything you've done I've done it too.
Maybe even more so than you.
It's like committing suicide over and over again.
Jumping off a cliff, being saved, and then jumping off again.
Like smoking a cigarette even after you get the bad cough.
Cause and effect.
If I do this then that will happen.
Same actions same results.
So ask me stop.
Beg me to.
Tell me its hurting you.
Plead with me.
Tell me its hard watching me do this to myself.
Will
I
Stop
Then
?
Like I said I can't judge.
I'll yell at you until I'm blue in the face.
Your crying begging me to stop but I keep going because you mean so much to me.
I'm to ashamed to let you yell at me though.
I'm older I should be better passed these stupid mistakes.
So I don't tell you.
I hint to you though.
A comment here a tear there.
Do
You
Get
It
Now
?
No you still don't?
It's okay. I'll keep shedding tears and sharing hints until you do.
And when you find out you'll say "I can't judge you because I've been here too; even more so than you."
Then I'll say "Me too."
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